I need to be healthy again. I can't stand myself when I'm not.
I am tired of letting myself go. I will get my aunt's bike and eat less shit.
I can do this I can do this I can do this.
Fuck fuck fuck.
Every eating disorder I've ever had makes me hate myself.
Why did I think this would be any different?
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Mia, Mia, Mia. :( this will not be any different. Your idea of "healthy" is quite skewed I believe. I love you & I'm here for you if you need anything to talk, to vent, whatever. I am so sorry the eating disorder sounds so convincing right now.
ps-I'm preggers. (don't announce on fb or to anyone, I'm not telling anyone in my hometown until I obviously have a living creature inside of me)
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